Wednesday, October 30, 2013

on my Mind.

If love was a drug,
I would definitely be addicted to you. 
And on Wednesdays, I go through serious withdrawals. 

But regardless of the day, regardless of the symptoms, regardless of the rehab, you are always on my Mind. 

The songs that remind me of you, resonating like an anthem in my conscious,
bring me back to you. 

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I hope that when you are sitting on the other side of the screen, you realize that this is for you. 
I hope that as you read, every word sinks into your pores.
Because, I think about you like my pen thinks about poetry. 

Whether you are in my arms, or 3 miles away alone in your room listening to your parents condemn you, 
You are on my mind. 

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That red bridge on the edge of the park, that is on my mind as well. 
And the long grasses surrounded by the deep emerald pines, those are on my mind. 
The pristine crystal water flowing through our spot, it's on my mind too.
Soft melodies emitting from the strings of my guitar to the tune of the Come Home Song, those are on my mind.
The inch long sliver in my palm, unfortunately thats on my mind.
And ab workouts, those are on my mind.
Benjamin, he's on my mind too.
Descriptions of random trees only to be mercilessly teased by you, thats on my mind.
Warm Bodies, thats on my mind. Dreams of teleportation and fine-tuned abilities, those are on my mind.
Aspirations of running away from everything that we know, that is on my mind.

I think about you like my pen thinks about poetry.

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Pouring out my soul in the park and staining the grass with my emotion, only to recede into your warm grasp, thats on my mind.
When you walked out without much speech at all, thats on my mind too.
The time we cried together on the top of the hill behind your house, fearful of the world, disheartened by my mistakes, and overwhelmed by the cold, thats on my mind.
And the time we looked over the horizon, gazing into the lights while I tried to put my life together, thats on my mind.

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10 comments:

  1. Why? Why do you have to touch my soul and make my bones shiver every time you write....you are insanely brilliant. I LOVE you. Don't ever ever EVER stop. And I don't even think I can put a favorite quote because I'd be copying and pasting the whole freaking thing....ugh. So good. #notenoughwords

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  2. wow. this is so powerful. It made me smile and hurt my heart at the same time. amazing.

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  3. yeahhh.... I loved this.

    It makes me want to have a boyfriend.. but I'm too lazy

    "I think about you like my pen thinks of poetry." #stolen

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  4. what can't you do???
    seriously pisses me off how g00d you are..

    I hope that when you are sitting on the other side of the screen, you realize that this is for you.
    #stolen



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  5. look, i know you didn't write this for me,

    but i am on the other side of the screen.

    so this post made me feel so...well it just made me feel.
    SO GOOD.

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  6. I hope that as you read, every word sinks into your pores. LOVEE IT. and like everyone else, the part about the person behind the computer screen, but also the part about the sliver

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  7. loved this:

    "If love was a drug,
    I would definitely be addicted to you."

    I adored this post. #itwascute

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  8. and on wednesdays you would go through withdrawals.

    wow

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  9. But regardless of the day, regardless of the symptoms, regardless of the rehab, you are always on my Mind.

    REGARDLESS OF THE REHAB BABY.

    #brill #recoveringklepto

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